Well Bev its been a hard six months many ups and downs since you left me some really troubled times found it really hard coming up to your birthday still really miss you still think of you all the time day and night, days I get so down and get that empty feeling inside like a large part of me is missing a space that will never be filled again by anyone or anything. Your bench is by the tenth tee at the golf club all new and nice I placed some orchids there for you does not seem much but its all I could do for your birthday I really miss you Bev I hope that where ever you are you can smile down on us all , all my love forever Colin