Hi Bev thought of you today, lovely sunny day full of blue sky and white clouds. still missing you terribly hiding my feelings well to everyone else but still think of you the moment I wake and through the day still cant understand why you left, nothing was that bad that you do not deserve to be gone and missing the sunny days. I know you thought through what you did but I cant believe that you really meant to go you left so much behind..... love you as always miss you love col xx