Bev, still miss you so much, still can`t come to terms with what you did and why. You had so much to live for so much life yet to live. Still can`t think what was going through your mind you must have been so down and I nor anyone else could see the pain you were going through you did not have to release the pain the way you did everyone misses you and will think of you, your laughs, your smiles will always be with us. I look at your pictures see how happy you were at times and wish you could still be here all my love Colin xx